No matter what you say, I definitely had a choice. I was weighing all of you, and... I mean, I still was! Before I came here.
[His whole chest tightens at his own negative feelings, but at least Lloyd's words start to help against that. But it's hard to beat so many years of insecurities and worries balled into a big issue like this.]
It feels like I'm skipping over all of the work to earn your forgiveness. I don't deserve it in the first place, so why should I get it when I haven't done anything right yet?
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Date: 2016-05-29 05:16 am (UTC)[His whole chest tightens at his own negative feelings, but at least Lloyd's words start to help against that. But it's hard to beat so many years of insecurities and worries balled into a big issue like this.]
It feels like I'm skipping over all of the work to earn your forgiveness. I don't deserve it in the first place, so why should I get it when I haven't done anything right yet?